The Pursuer

It is very bittersweet to see the smiling face of my dearest brother/uncle/friend after so many years. Chris died 25 years ago. It broke me. The effects are still with me today. This video is so much more then a college film my mother made over 40 years ago. It is my past and loves long gone. That of my city I had to bid farewell to due to medical complications of family and caregiving for family members, and also to two men I loved so very much. One was my uncle Henry who was a protector to me and the 1st real male who cared for me, and 2nd my beautiful soul Chris who left way too soon. I still want to share with him so much that I cannot. Instead I will edit and post my mothers films, work on the book I've been compliling for the past year, and listen to music that touches my soul.

THE GAME

Another of my mother's 16mm films she made while at Columbia. Enjoy!

Raine Storm and Char

Fall always reminds me of my Grandma and my love for her. Happy November from both Rainie's.